Hi Megan
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I was seven and you were nine, I looked at you like the stars that shine.

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I was seven and you were nine, I looked at you like the stars that shine.

♥♥♥♥

I love you too!

Awww, its so cute! It looks just like what you would get if you put Polar and Cali together. :D Except they are both girls, that would be kinda weird.

Awww, its so cute! It looks just like what you would get if you put Polar and Cali together. :D Except they are both girls, that would be kinda weird.

This seriously pissed me off.
B: Why is everyone sad about the 6 gay kids who committed suicide? First off, people only care because they were gay. Second off, what about all the other people committing suicide every day, regardless of their sexuality? Third off, and most importantly, why should I care about these inconsiderat bastards? Suicide is the most selfish act possible.
M: I agree with the first and second, but the third is all wrong
F: Suicide is completely selfish. where you may move on to nothing, you leave family member behind and friends to deal with the sorrow. ive lost 3 people in the last 2 years, and it is not easy to go through. its downright a disrespectful and selish act you can commit.
M: Yeah, I get where you might see that. But at the same time, unless you've been clinically depressed or suicidal, I don't think you understand what that mentality feels like, to want nothing more than to become nonexistent. I mean, the kids who want to die because their bf/gf broke up with them after 2 weeks - yeah, that's selfish. But if you've suffered through a lot in your life, and you hit a certain point, you just give up and shut down. Suicide isn't always a selfish thing. It depends on your motives
F: In my eyes, its just for cowards. theres always something to live for.
M: Ok, I'm not even gonna argue with you, because I can tell that you've never had to feel that way. It's painful, both physically and mentally. Just be glad you've never suffered through it. I'll leave it at that.
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Ignorant prick. See, you live a pretty damn good life. My condolences, about your family members. But...you spend your life in neat contentment. You've got friends you chill with, decent enough grades, and I know you have the time of your life at lunch every day, if you know what I mean. I mean, normally I'd say that you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, but in this case I know that you've never had to deal with depression, or addiction, or suicide. It's overpowering, and consumes you completely. Depression's an illness just like any other. You wouldn't tell someone with lymphoma or arrythmia or Huntington's that they're just being selfish. That they should just suck it up and move on with their lives. Exactly. So unless you've lived it, don't judge. Just GTFO. Ignorant prick.
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(would reply but I have too much babble- past max characters) Saw this too, wanted to say something soo badly.
I also agree with the first two points. but on the 3rd - Its stupid and you are right, unless you have been there you DON'T know what it is like. It can come out of nowhere, and when you are suicidal you don't give a crap about your family or who you will leave behind. Maybe it hurts those left behind, but in the moment it doesn't matter. People who haven't been there have no right to say how selfish and weak suicide is. Suicide isn't "oh wow, I failed a test, now I'll go die" Suicide is something that builds and builds until you can't take it.
And not to mention the "LOL" comments. Suicide is not funny, thank you.
Some of my richest experiences have come out of the most painful times… those that were the hardest to believe would ever turn into anything positive
Fred Rogers
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kari-shma:  Foto Fest Mom 2.0 KC (by Rachel)
She’s right you know

So today I begin becoming glass. I know it will be harder than anything I’ve done before, much harder than any swimming record or any other fight. Because to do this, I have to fight both my battles together. 

But it can be worth it when I get back to normal.